So i’m happy. Really happy.

Life has within the couple of months shown me new turns and different freeways, and I’m lucky to have been offered the turns.

Happiness in my case equals a bit confusion, as well. 

Being in a happy state of mind where everything kinda seems to roll my way, I dislike the fact, that I sometimes lay, when I wake up, thinking what happened to me some years ago. And I absolutely and completely dislike, that I’m reminded of my past.

I guess, when you’ve been stepped on, in a way that has defined the you, that you are - and never gotten the chance to tell someone exactly what it is, that they did to you, you’re left with an anger so deep in your mind, that it has become a root that just constantly grows.

And I just do not know, how to get rid of it. 

I’ve always been the type - think - confront - result.

But in this particular case - the confront part, is just not really an option.

So what to do? Is it - ‘keep on keeping’ on?